ZhangmanL

4.11.16

Back

Feeling really lost thus the return. The only space where I can rant and all. So ya there's this senior in my school who is really talented and is my type. Yes, I am very interested in him -_- but no, he is not interested in me. Not even a least. lol. But I read up on his horoscope it turns out that he is the 悶騷 kind. So i let it slide off, maybe i should attack. Oh yes. I attacked and he removed me as friend.. Ya removed me as friend. lol. okay. I'm so done. I AM SO MINDFUCKED. I can't read his mind and I am so so so so unhappy about it. Arghh, why can't you just open your heart. I'm like struggling my way in. wait. I'm not even in. lol fuck. Then like a few minutes ago I bucked up my courage to ask him for a reason. LIKE MY ATTACK IS NOT EVEN AN OBVIOUS ATTACK IT WAS JUST CARING FOR HIM. Then he's like "what" "nothing"............ WHAT CAN I SAY OMG. I just..... okay never mind.

argh 虐心

9.12.15

Trying so hard

I ..

want to graduate with my bunch of shitmates

By shitmates, I don't mean that they are shits. I meant that we went through all kind of shits together and still in the same shit (which is exams and projects).

I REALLY WANT TO FIGHT THIS THROUGH WITH THEM.

Right now, I'm pushing and pleading myself so hard to study, to do something productive. At least I know I tried. At least there's a few percent of things done.

Sincerely hope that I will stay

Heart VS Brain

I am trying

Really

I will graduate with a Diploma of Leisure and Events Management with my bunch of shitmates

Goodnightxx

23.11.15

Giving up

You know that happy moments won't last forever

It's either give up on school or give up on life

I chose life

18 years, not easy

I do not wish to waste all my efforts away because of what is stressing me

(even though I do not have any talents nor achievements but what I have now is what I fought for)

Life's tough so Im deciding to drop out of school

Ah yes, it's just a decision, not a confirmation

No worries

My parents are like most of your parents out there. So what if I want? It's not like I'm able to lol. I will talk with them soon. Hope there will not be fights, cries or what so ever. So done with school.

Oh ya, I didn't get into GLs but will go for the appeal session on Saturday even though the chance is smaller than the chance of quitting school. But trying will always be better than not trying. You know at least you tried, things will get better.

"What's yours will be yours , what's not will not be"

I'm able to quit school, how long will I stay for this semester will really depends on the GLs result. If I am able to get into FO then I will quit on April2016 or else after mid-sem test. Thats how desperate I am to quit school

kthanksbye

with loves

mans

17.11.15

Thoughts

Wouldn't it be better if I quit school and go into the working industry ?
Week4 of semester2 I have no idea what am I learning . Projects piling up and sem tests are coming up real soon . What am I going to do ? What am I suppose to do ?
SOS needed badly

2.11.15

Fundamental of Food & Beverages

Okay, I'm lazy to blog about my aussie trip so maybe next time hahaha.

This semester I have a module called "Fundamental of Food & Beverages" and I have no idea how am I going to survive this semester with so many bombastic modules -faints-

BUT whatever it is , finally got to enjoy myself today thanks to this module .

The project of this module needs us to go restaurants hopping in order to know the settings of the restaurants , displays of food , their menus & etc

AlForno Italian Restaurant

I'm very willing to give a 5/5 rating to this restaurant . Good service , friendly staff , delicious food . But the price definitely not anywhere better . "Pay for what you deserve" , although I very stingy sometimes (maybe everytime) , but really , deep from my heart , it's worth . I will be back for more .

Dome Cafe

WHERE'S MY OOZING CHOCOLATE ??!?!

IT'S NOT EVEN OOZING OUT WHEN THE CENTRE IS ALREADY FLATTEN ..

SO ANGRY >:(

I have no idea if is it because the pizza is overly delicious to the extent that Dome cafe's food doesn't seems nice to me ): I felt damn cheated . But overall today was great la . But my wallet also burned a big hole la . LOL .

Look at how white I was & now you can determine how strong the sunlight was and how warm was it walking on the streets roaming around finding the cafe . But I guess the pizza worth it all . Hehe . Really damn good , will be back again ^^

Goodnightxx

26.7.15

Being 18, being in polytechnic

3July, almost a month passed from now.

"A birthday is just another day where you go to work and people give you love. Age is just a state of mind, and you are as old as you think you are. You have to count your blessings and be happy"

-Abhishek Bachchan

18. Legal age.. and I have yet to go clubbing and drinking. LOL. School have been really busy. Rushing projects and studying for test. On a side note, I have three presentations this coming week. Kill me please (-_-")

Back to track~ I really want to thanks those who remembered my birthday by heart. Really appreciate and blessed! Thank you to my editors' market girls, part of Hyron, my homies, Abnormalities, 三代同堂, Rinda, Felyn, Bingxiang, Alfred, Timothy, Sherralyn and those who I missed out ><"

Yes, I had fun this year although I went trekking on my 18. HAHAHA tell me who the shit goes trekking on her 18 birthday? lol.

Ah... Ya..... Really. Have. The. Urge. To. Quit. School.

I'm so done with projects and knowledge. Why the fuck am I in business? I'm so fucked. My tiny brain is dying. Arghh, can't wait to graduate. Hais~

Cant wait for holiday~ Cant wait to fly with yen around the world~

Let's hope everything will be better!

For me and for you readers!

Xoxo

16.6.15

SPEXIAL SINGAPORE FANMEET 12/13/14 06 2015

For those who have been following my Instagram accounts, you all should have known that for the past few days I'm chasing my SPEXIAL
After 2 years, they are finally back in Singapore with new members. And yeap, one of the new member, YiEn, IS MY BIASED HEHE
He's the youngest in group and he is only 1year older than me OMG boyfriend material AHHHH
But he's a public property, how I wish he's not sighhhh

All the LEDs from the admins

YIEN WAVED TO ME YA

ABNORMALITIES

WEIJIN

When you chased car with them, they go for expensive dinner and you are low in budget..

Mingjie's Admin haha

All the admins busy doing 應援物

TAA DAA ALL DONE ^^

MINE YA

SHENG SHIONG SHOW *_*

The bye which ends this trip to SG ):

易恩您辛苦啦！加油！

永遠支持您的小星辰~

Class Outing @ ECP 11062015

I swear it's super far to travel down from the west @_@
But it's all worth it! I had lots of fun with my class and finally cycling for the second time hehe
Went down with a flu and caught under the rain
But I'm still strong and fine! Hahaha
Let the pictures do the talking ^^