Birthday .

Why this topic when my birthday was like in July ?
Today , there's one person who asked about my birthday and another one who reminded me that her birthday is coming in 4 more days . So .... I decided to blog on birthdays .. Ofc , it's about mine .
Ever since I stepped into secondary school , birthdays didnt seem to be nice to me . Oh wait , it started from P6 . Nobody was free on that day and so I went to catch a movie with two of my cousins . I jioed them , such a pathetic birthday girl . Secondary one , if my memory didnt failed me , I had a big fight with clique and blogpost war with peifen . Hmm , but I had a party according to my sec1 blog . Celebrated wif Kanghao , Ellen and family . Had water balloons war , me planning everything again . Secondary two , if my memory didnt fail me .. I DIDNT CELEBRATE on the day itself . But I went to Art musuems wif Vanessa and PeiFen , treated it as a kind of celebration even though it's not . But its not that bad after all , I went to collect my present from carebear after the 'celebration' .. At least there's still present (: Secondary three , LOL . Erm .. I was madly in love wif HAHAHAHAHA some asshole . lol . And i hated one of my cliquemate at that period of time , and her birthday was one week before mine . Then people celebrate with her .. Bought her presents and stuff . I cant deny , I was jealous . Then someone who always say that he's my brother likes her too and he totally forgot my birthday (?) I have no idea but I know that he didnt prepare anything . Ha ha . Maybe I'm abit over but I'm still a girl afterall .. On my birthday itself , they sang me birthday song and part of clique treated me recess . End of story LOL . Secondary four , SWEET SIXTEEN . I cried at the end of my first day of sweet sixteen . Because I felt I wasted my whole day when it's supposingly to be fun , excited , happy and sweet . Yes , it's a school day . Nothing special , just got treated abit specially . Yes , theres present . No celebration . Low profile , that's what I asked for . Okay , but no celebration . Okay . Went for cheerleading practise as theres no celebration . I didnt want to rot at home on my birthday itself . AND SO basically , I spent my sweet sixteen in school . No wishings from parents nor family . That's how I ended my day . SWEET RIGHT .
I'm always this silly to think that if I planned for others , they will plan for me too . But still presents gifted by me is by heart NOT because I want something back on my birthday and so i gave it to you . I really hope those who recieved my presents will appreciate it .. I think I really failed as a friend or maybe what i want is too much . But I really just want a birthday celebration , a simple one is okay .. At least I'm able to enjoy my birthday with silly laughters , awesome frewns and leave a happy birthday stamp to my memory . Birthday celebration makes one feel blissful and blessed .

Just some badass face . lol . I cried while typing this post lol . I tink my sixteen birthday really gave me a big impact . 

Anyways , it's 14th of november today ! Every 14th of a month is a day that you are supposingly to spend it with someone you love . And yes , november 14 is movie day ! 电影情人节快乐！Happy Movie Valentines <3

14/11/2013 12.47am XiaoMan